Sunny days & Starry nights ... Tuesday, May 20, 2014
On moving away, & leaving behind
In this period of time, issues of attachment and dis-attachment have been recurring....Does growing up/moving on to the next phase of life necessarily mean leaving behind a part of the self? Bearing with the rigour which comes with independence, bracing up in the face of an engulfing loneliness...it is a cold, poignant, and unloved phase filled with melancholy...at the end of every episode which is not too difficult to recognise now, evolves a tougher self which has a greater capacity to detach, emotionally. And walk on.
My grappling hurdle - why withdraw the love like this? Wouldn't there be a gentler way of letting go...and a warmer way of finding solitary?
Can't say there hasn't been any anger...or spiteful indignance of feeling pushed away again and again...but I am trying to deal with this in all my means...Im trying to grow up, but tumbling back for that little pocket of warmth now & then...
& Lazy afternoons ...
11:01 PM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
