Sunny days & Starry nights ... Sunday, May 06, 2012
i have an ambivalent r/s with my sister. and now it's leaning so much on the hate side.
hate the way she treats me in her condescending manner just becos she is in a bad foul mood and i seem to her like an all too easy target to vent her unhappiness on. i am no fool. i do not deserve to be her venting bag.
the best way to go around this? owe her nothing. give her no chance to breathe down on my neck.
she is not someone i want to be nice to and risk getting shot in return just becos i hope to have a more amiable r/s with someone blood-related. i will stop wearing my heart on the sleeve.
& Lazy afternoons ...
6:25 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.