Sunny days & Starry nights ... Friday, March 04, 2011
the self is fearsome. and to be feared itself.
it is rash, impulsive and spinning out of control.
the automatic system of its duplex mind is wrecking havoc too strong to be subdued.
highly excitable. neurotic way beyond measure.
there. the fearsome self.
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i hav just ended a conference call with d and z on skype and ive puzzled myself once again with my behaviour. ever so unpredicatable and weird by my own introspection. i can be so high on one end and fall into silence the next. suddenly with so much to rattle on about and suddenly with no words thoughts whatsoever to offer. this, scares me. n it will continue to do so until i wedge out an answer to this highly neurotic self. neurotism so very high in the sky!
& Lazy afternoons ...
9:52 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.