Sunny days & Starry nights ... Thursday, October 07, 2010
at one moment
it really felt like my breaking point. and then frm there onwards, i become immuned and zombified, like how you are very hungry and just do not feel like eating completely aft having endured that pretty torturous duration. like prep camp, how you become wide awake aft enduring tht eye closing phase. now im totally past all beliefs of working healthily and smartly and working like a zombie.
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I have been working since dinner, working for the whole day x( and the worse is, i am not productive and my brain has refused to think anymore but just work through the motion. Work, work, work. I really thnk this is hw learned helplessness feels like. Like i have alr learned to be helpless and just work mindlessly.
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boohooo its 221am and somehow my body refuses to budge and my mind just keeps wanting to do my work, checking and replying emails aft emails, its jus zhuan nui jiao jian. i neeeeeed to STOPPP!!!!
ahhhh stoppin nw, gtta go shower, then get my beaauuuuty sleeeeep x)))
& Lazy afternoons ...
11:16 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
