Sunny days & Starry nights ... Tuesday, March 30, 2010
suddenly, i crave for some intense intellectual stimulation and challenge. i miss the feeling of triumph after fighting tooth and nail. i don't wanna waste my life teaching..............n doing research on humans. where's the meaning in this path im committed to again? im sure something was there, but i cannot find it now. maybe it's hidden, maybe it's gone forever. oh pls oh no.
the heart's willing but the flesh is weak.the flesh's willing but the doors are closed. why doesn't what im reading strike a chord with my heartstrings? why do i find it so hard to be interested ?where am i going???? WHAT AM I DOING ? booohooo i'll just give everything one last shot and .......hopefully emerge from the clouds before my eyes ...x)
If it's to be,
it's up to me.
If i think I can
I CAN.
& Lazy afternoons ...
4:42 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
