Sunny days & Starry nights ... Monday, August 10, 2009
it's 0125 in the morning of 11aug and here i am, in this small lil' room situated in the wild wild west , typing on my lil' red notebook. i was lying on my newly-mattressed bed some minutes ago with my eyes shut & lights out, but obviously that was a failed attempt to fall asleep. so then, yes, what's a better way to while your time away than exploring a virtual connection?
later at 1000 today will see the commencement of my first ever official lecture in this bigbig place, on english language. it may not be a topic i look forward to in all "earnesty", but the goodness reaped from it should be enough to sustain my interest.
that aside, i really don't know how i should be looking forward to this new patch ahead. I'm honestly begin to feel that this communal life is not a life i'd grow innately accustomed to; as such an avenue calls for an adventurous streak which i find gravely missing in me. As to my recent subtle discovery, i'm very much grounded and domesticated. I relish time spent at home with the holy homely scent, with my dog & all. Nothing warms the inside of my heart any more than a heart-to-heart cosy get-together in the burrow of mine in the east. Hmm so yup, i'm personalised like that. I like it the way i am but of course, for all i know i surprise myself at times i don't even know. Perhaps as more things come my way i'd learn more and more about myself & the people around me; hence i will will myself to step out of this hollow & not retreat until i uncover a part of me i nvr discovered. For the minute and very second now, i'm just missing the coolness of the air-con. wish me a coffee bean, same to all my fellow comrades out there ;)
& Lazy afternoons ...
10:25 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.