Sunny days & Starry nights ... Monday, April 13, 2009
.life has been in the extremes of livelessness ever since i got back. Perhaps it's because there is not quite a life, or rather a routine, to return to and forcefully kickstart my engine after 3 weeks of unrestricted frivolity. Everything just needs time to fall back into place nicely , and my mind is taking more liberty than i presumed to assimilate back into what was once indelible. So there, a spartan state of inactivity.
I took the longest time to unpack all the barangs, return whatever garbs to where they were before, find a place for all new possessions, clear my cluttered table and straighten out the life i left hanging a while back. It's a pleasure to be able to lose track of the hours and days while i go about doing the housekeeping, but the aimlessness is somewhat vexing me. It's not a good thing to have no personal time for leisure, but it's not so good when you have too much either. The frenzied pace i took to when dishing out duties during my internship was thought to be overly life-exhausting, and the monotonous routine of starting the day as early as six a.m. was very much shuddered at. However, somehow a part of me wishes to return to those bittersweet moments now. Perhaps i am someone who strives on accomplishment alone.
I shall make an attempt to beat the currents and swim upstream like how a Salmon would when it returns to fresh waters. Operation Re-vive is in process ! ;)
& Lazy afternoons ...
3:30 AM :D
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