Sunny days & Starry nights ... Wednesday, July 30, 2008
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i'm feeling very moody this week, just like that pug you see above. There's some association with a lump of blubber , limp and lifeless. boohooo.... angie says i'm very lazy and she said it 5 times. i guess i am.
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and i'm just very sad and frustrated at the same time that i can't do anything about that. It must be a biological thing, it must be. I'm sure nothing's wrong with me psychologically, well, i hope not. But with this influx of work coming in and seemingly trying to flood every nook and cranny of my life, i'll soon get a mental breakdown. Period.
Something's wrong. I've been waking up every morning panicking about my haphazard studying style and stressing myself out to find a solution, but later into the day, i'm as happy as a lark and the worries and plans i made in the morning were long forgotten. I can't understand why this is happening. It must be a neurological disorder which are leading to such erratic brain waves. yeah.
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Anyways, i might as well record a countdown here to the impending "doom" , or say, some of the many academic milestones.
Prelim GP - 25 days
Prelims- 39 days
A 'Levels- 95 days
There. All in a matter of days, weeks and months. The nearest is just barely 3 weeks away. Ah.
Alright, enough of that. Why don't i say something about the careers fair today. My aspiration to become a psychologist was reignited today, and i found a pretty appealing route there. Say NUS psychology (4 years, and i hope to qualify for a major in the first year) , then NIE if i get the teaching scholarship, move on to serve 4 year bond ( person says posting will most prob be in a primary school) , if all's well, being sent for a master degree in psychology is on the way. Graduation-educational psychologist at MOE HQ. How does that sound? And how long this take will depend on individual performance. Hmm... If i get my masters in the next 10 years i'll be really glad. 19-22 nus, 23-26 serve bond, 27-30 plus masters? Oh no! it doesn't sound very pretty. But i wanna be a certified psychologist! Well... I'll see how it all works out again. The prospects are pretty cheery other than the 30+ part isn't it? Maybe, just maybe, i'll be happy being a primary school teacher. hah.
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I can just smell the aroma of dinner floating into the room now. Yum... It's lil' indulgence like this that lights me up, i love to eat. ... Speeding off for dinner! Bye!
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& Lazy afternoons ...
5:27 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
