Sunny days & Starry nights ... Saturday, May 17, 2008
I''m sucha big big money spender! Spent nearly 40 bucks in less than 4 hours today dontknowbuyingwhat.
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mushroom alfredo with crispy fish ( THE BEST PASTA EVER) $ 13.9 0+ $2
Bread talk cheese bread that's really cheesy just to my liking $4.20
HK serial The Seventh Day ( i hope it lives up to its name) $ 9 for 9 epi
Angie's hello panda + zoo biscuit + calbee spicy chips $ 8.80
Plain Waffle 90 cents ( it was 80 cents! inflation!)
Total: $38.80!!!
this is alot when i only have 40 bucks in my wallet. and when i dont have alot of pocket money. and when i don't think i shld be asking for more to spend. =X
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Anyway i will be so lonely at home for the weekends and monday as both my parents are out for vesak day duties. argh... this means i gotta take care of my daily meals ( breakfast, lunch, dinner) and do the laundry and walk my dog 4times in a day. Not too much of a chore, but i dislike such uneventfulness. boohoo...
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just to thank heke for joining me for the guitar concert yesterday =)
and cher for lookin so pretty and bahbah ( bwahaha nah, not bahbah at all >.<)
on a heavier note...
i'm kinda chastened by mrsmah's "lecture" about how badly we are doing for chem. i know i haven't put in any efforts for the chem review test at all, and it's timely somebody reprimand me for that. i got pretty angry at myself when she scolded us and i guess some of her words hit me deep inside.
sometimes i just wonder what i'm doing and what i'm here for. what kinda friends i'm making and how i'm treating them. i must say that i'm feeling so much more comfortable in school , but then, it just feels so different at times. When they are having their so called gossips and chats, i don't seem to be able to join in. i have nothing to say, and i do not want to bother. i'm not being uninteresting but thats just not my cup of tea. somehow i feel that people take me for granted and treat me condescendingly, i feel that way so many times. low self esteem? maybe, but i do have very high self esteem at times. It just fluctuates. i get turned off when i see black and mutou faces. sorry i can't read you . why can't we all be happy and forgiving? if there's something , or a quality i want to earn and learn, it's empathy. Empathy- the ability to identify with and understand somebody else's feelings or difficulties. Wouldn't that be nice? quote mui's blog"i miss who i was with you"-peter cincotti cinderella beautiful.
& Lazy afternoons ...
3:44 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
