Sunny days & Starry nights ... Monday, March 17, 2008
oh yeah i'm back here again. I just have this sudden thought and thought that i might as well leave it here.
I feel that there's so much more to life but sometimes, we are all too jaded and comfortable to acknowledge that. We just want to spend each day as it is; as much as we resent the boring old routine and well, curse about it every other day, we are too weary to make a change. The easiest way to get through the drone is to lament and vent and blame the world for such unfairness. But while we are there ranting and complaining, we don't realize how much fun we have missed. If we had found the strength to live each day with zest, it is only certain that we bag copious returns. We will be enlightened with wisdom and purpose for life. Yes, such is possible if only we realized the drag we are caught in. But well, the frentic rhythm of every day is just so merciless that it drains out 3/4 mental energy before we could get anything started.
Barely an hour into school time, i could already feel the weight and dread. There's too much to confront, too much to tackle, too much to resist. I feel battered now.
boohoo why do i have to go to school and subject myself to mental stress. It's like a chain lock round my feet, i'm practically immobile.
& Lazy afternoons ...
4:45 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
