Sunny days & Starry nights ... Thursday, October 25, 2007
omgomgomgomgomgomgogm i cant stand it!
omgomgomgomgogmomgomgog whats the world becoming to!
omgomgomgomgomogmomgomgomgomgomg its such a great great distasteful thing to be living at this moment !!!!
argghhh!! !! !! i am burnin like a fireee! cant stand it cant stand it cant stand it. i shall just lash it out here so nobody becomes my victim. argh argh argh argh
wah wah wah
a series of defeats...
first, the moe thingy
second, the hostpital attachment thingy
third, the ogl thigny
now, the h3 bio thingy!
argh and the almost ocip thingy!
if i were to look back, theres only a whole page of defeats !!! just imagine suffering blows after blows. and this is what u get for pluckin up courage to even attempt application. sometimes it just makes u wonder if u r really worthy even to be there. i dont know what to say, seriously. all these have somewhat injected some great negativity into meee.... WHY WHY WHY!!!
perhaps this is what i get for being the worst of the best. perhaps all these defeats r there to teach me how to fall gracefully. perhaps, perhaps... but then its just aint fair when others who are not as good get above my head. argh it must be that shame i felt. s h a m e. how nice it will be if things go my way and ppl recognize my worth. i have seen one, or two, or multiple lucky ones who breeze thrg all. all of it. what is it that makes me uncomparable? yucks this is really disgusting.
i won't accept defeat. well they will see my worth soon. i will be great. far greater than what i can be. i can do what i set my mind to. nothing is beyond me. whats a little defeat ? take it with grace. fall. and pick urself up from where u fell. loook ahead. move on with an added maturity. thats the way it shld be.
& Lazy afternoons ...
7:09 AM :D
Today was good. Today was fun. Tomorrow is another one.
