A need to put images & thoughts into words...
I love time spent with my friends. My berrygood 4-5yr friends . We had a whole deal of splendid time discussin about the movie and arrivin at big meaningful messages yesterday. Time Waits For No One... HaHA ! Although the movie was only 90 minutes or so long, it was extremely GOOD. Very GOOD. It's a lil' perplexin, yet simple and sweet. The plot is real thought provokin. We made a pact to watch it again! heehee...The time we spent together was indeed lotsa joy&fun.
"trapped in the past & i can't seem to move on..."
After that, met up with 8 other 05 peeps! Hmm... i can't help but wonder how it would be like if we r still a class. with the cg lunches. cg lessons. cg pes. cg cip and stuff. those ppl r really a bunch of ppl whom i would love to form deep friendships with. but we had to go our separate ways, unfortunately. Nonetheless, it might be this "ending" for us that made our friendship significant. Well, i am confident to say that i won't find such ppl in my current school. i don't know, but my class gives me an immense sense of uneasiness . ppl talk on a superficial level and they do the no.1 thing i hate. gossip. why is it that ppl find pleasure in condemin others? does makin others feel bad really make them happy? or r they doing those just for show? for acceptance into the pack? if it is, i can only say that i feel sorry for them. I believe that this one year plus journey or ordeal i spend with them will train me to be a stronger fighter. I shall learn the skills to survive in a world like this. if u think that u r smarter and shrewder than me, u r wrong. i chose to remain silent and let u do ur stuff only because i couldn't be bothered to join in ur mindless game. dont think i am weak. cos i aint. hmph.
For now, i'm just gonna enjoy this 3 day break away from "the people" and revel in the goodness of life.
